happy heart day, buddies

happy heart day, buddies! <3

i had some "valentine thoughts" today...i guess you could call them that... but yeah, they made me... sad? but yeah... i've just been thinking about things... about why today's valentine was so... whack? :|

i woke up today around 2:00-ish and roamed around downstairs for food and met an utter disappointment... LEFTOVERS! -tears- so retreated back upstairs and messed around on the computer for a while and made myself some banh canh for breakfast. i guess it was good... i just hated the fact that i had to make it. lol. i sound like such a brat.

after breakfast, i went back upstairs, turned on my computer again [I HAVE ONE IN MY ROOM NOW! YESH~] and turned on some big bang. i've been really into them again. kekeke. my favorite song right now is their "make love". either it's big bang singing it or just taeyang, they're both just spiffy. korean or english? doesn't matter. i like both! kekeke.

hmm~ upon cleaning out my boxes of craznits, i stumbled upon a letter that my old friend elaine gave me in 2005. that was when i was in 6TH GRADE! it made me laugh. it was so funny!! she talked about how we should still keep in touch even though we're going to different schools and stuff liek that. it was so cute. and ironic... we dont even talk anymore. i see her at confirmation sometimes but i kinda ignore her because of the people she hangs out with -sigh- they're the BAD CROWD! -shakes head- :'[ but yeah~ it was a fun read. i kinda thought she might enjoy it too, so i messaged her over myspace about it. i even typed out the complete thing, word for word, so she could laugh over it too. i hope she enjoyed it and it totally made her get a blast from the past. it felt like that for meee!

so yeah~ i continued cleaning and even while im blogging this, i havent finished yet! lol! i shall continue tonight! fo shoooo, ho! lol! sorry... my cousin, julie, really influences me sometimes... lol! so yeah. i did some laudry... chatted a tad bit... and i've been contemplating whether i should do homework today... doubt it~ :] oh! i forgot to mention that kelly went on a date with carebear today! OoOo~ love in the air? NOT! lol! mindy and her cousins came along!!! -tears- so sad :']

and one last note: im getting a new phone tomorrow! im excited! yay~ i hope its totally bombing! and if it is, i'll give kelly my phone :] if she wants it, of course :] we're gonna go get them about an hour before trang's birthday dinner. yaaay~

oh! yeah! x-man... i swear! fuck you! like no joooke! i really just want to fuck your face up. i dont lile cussing but dude, you deserve this. if i knew you well enough, i'd seriously go up to your face and tell you this. [i wouldnt tell kahty of course because i know she wouldnt want me to.] but you know what? i really just wanna say: "just shut.the.fuck.up! stop pulling all this crap out of your shameless ass. do you really think that after she hears all the crap that she's gonna feel sorry for you so that you can feel the bittersweet satisfaction of being pitied?! you fucking brought this upon yourself. DEAL WITH IT! no means NO! and that's not gonna fucking change. you dipshit. you don't even have the right to even ask ANYTHING from her. so just back the fuck off. you fucking, melodramatic, korean-stair wannabe asshole." -siiiiiiggggghhhhhh- do you guys know how good i feel typing all of that out? omgoodness... thats SOME sweeeet~ satisfaction... x]

-m.nguyen

p.s. kathy! lol! love love love, dear! he's a "flabbernugget!!!", eh?! LOL! i love it! -tears- :']