GAH--- K.LUU AND MY DEPRESSION

haven't blogged in a while...

a few of days ago jessica gave me "kroggy", her letter she wrote for me! evidently! guava is an amazing kern's flavor and i must make kelly jealous cause my letter was WAAAAY LONGER! beat that kelly! hahaha!

and...

like three days ago~ i lost my voice! it's my first time losing my voice! so it was really cool! lol. that sounds weird saying but it was a really interesting experience! my voice cracked and whenever i spoke it made me laugh :] but because of my constant talking for the next two days, my voice almost totally died yesterday! it was terrible!!! i had my "maria's talking sheet [^_^]" kekeke. it was fun signing everything out to everyone too!

let's see... yesterday was filled with "maria's talking sheet" and very little witty comments from me. see, even if i wrote out the witty comments that popped in my head, by the time i had finished writing it and the finished reading it, it wouldn't be funny anymore! so it such a bleh day! the only time i talked and spoke out was in drama, because it's drama... i have act out our one-act plays. our's is written by phi an and our cast is: jason [bleh. lol.], nick, christy, phi an, and me. i'm playing a snooty cheerleader. lol. fun fun fun. :] so the plot is: jason's character is into my character but my character is interested in nick's character but nick's character is interested in phi an's character and phi an's character has a best friend, which is christy's character! interesting and weird, ain't it?! hecka better than my one-act "golf balls" lol.

let's see... yesterday, i also wrote a "flier" to broadcast my situation [inablilty to speak] and to ask everyone to help my dire situation! i need money people!!! $40.00 by febrary 17th guuuuuysss!!!! make.it.happen! ayudame!!!! onegaishimasu! x'] i already hace $6.25!!! i'm $33.75 away!!! gooosh! almost there! i give my thanks to davidphammie, davidnguyenie, and coach tran's 25 cents! loool! lots of love guys :']

oh! and that night viet called me :] we "talked". but who really talks when their voice is but a whisper?! lol! but he gathered up all his courage and sang "across the ocean" by r.a.b. for me. it was cute~ cause liek he tried so hard and it took him forever! lol! :] <3

okies! so moving on to today! february 06, 2009!!! today i woke up at 5:45 and called k.luu to make sure he was up and about :] got ready and made sure i packed everything :] woo hoooooo! and then got the hell out of the house and on my way to the 2 days and 1 night trip to bear paw with bridges!!! me and kevin were so excited! i got to school around like 7:00 and got some a taco pocket for breakfast. yay yay yay. i saw davidphammie and hung out with him for a tad bit and then kevin and emily came with mary and they all sat down. i finished breakfast and moved towards the "bridges" table. oh! we were meeting inside to hide from the downpour of raaaiiin!!! so cold outside. i was all beanied up and everything :]

so people slowly started showing up and then jimmy, our president, came! we were all smilies and everything. i've even forgiven paul because i was so happy today :] then jimmy got a phone call and when he came back he said that the TRIP WAS CANCELLED!!! because of FLASHFLOODS! no! wait! DANGER OF FLASHFLOODS! and we didnt have chains on our bus so we couldnt gooo!!! all us hecka started going crazy because like none of us did any homework [except mary] and we all had like quizzes and tests today! i didnt have any stats homework and i didnt do any of my grammar that was due today! "im so screwed!" ran inmy head the entire tiiimmme! no way would mirsch let me go if i said i didnt have it. she would have said something liek "even though you knew you werent coming to school today, you still should have done it..." GAH! hate! hate! hate!!!

then jimmy moved us over to mrs. shum's room to discuss what we were gonna do. like what would happen to the bus [did i mention it was a CHARTER BUS?!?!] and what we were gonna do because we were all practically screwed. if ochs doesnt pay for the bus, bridges has to. and if we have to pay for a bus we didnt even use, then that mean we wont have liek any money for speakers symposium. gaaah!! oh my looordd! and what does that mean for a rescheduled bear paw trip!??! i dunno!!! dumb dumb duuummmb!!! worst luck! whats worst is i was all "yaay! raiin! that means snow :]" but because of my excitement, rain became the reason why we couldnt go!! gaaah! me and k.luu have hit depression guys... so sad :'[

after discussion, shum came in, it was decided that we'd go to school for the day and they'd lock our stuff in a room. what ran through my head was "hell no am i gonna go to school today! helllll noooo!!!" so i parted with kevin at senior lot and took mary to her house and went to ba noi's house. talked to k.luu. watched tv. dad brought banh mi. i ate it and took an hour nap. dad toook me home. went home and napped. woke up and talked with k.luu and ate again... then took another nap. kelly called. speaker phones with everyone. that was fun. chris is a meanie! no gummie bears for me?! the b-tard! i found out about kevin with the eye's boy toy and mindy was raped by viet. lol. oh! and we three-wayed [on the phone!] with kevin too! so it was me, kevin, and the speakerphoned convo with kelly and jessica. uuuhhh~ then viet called and he sounded super sick! like almost dead. and liek super sad. gah. our convo was completely dead. toward the end of our convo, i started blogging :]

well... off to shower... i must cleanse myself of my misery and eat... AGAIN! lol! i'm like mary "when depression hits, you eat!" kekeke.

-m.nguyen