Saturday, August 1, 2009

you guys wanna know yet?

so... im ready to tell you guys... it's like official now... i found out this afternoon (the afternoon of july 31, not august 1).
hmm... i just keep thinking... how should i tell you? i feel like i should call you guys... but im scared of your reactions. i feel like i should hug you... but im scared that you will cry. i feel like i shouldnt be writing this... but my fingers just wont stop... how should i start this? should i even start it this way? -sigh-

i just wanna say:
you guys are like amazing. i know you think you know how "awesome" you guys are. but thats not even the gist of it. [just in case you were wondering, that's pronounced 'jist'. lol.] like omg! how could i be so lucky to have been blessed with such great friends?! you guys dont even know how much i pray for you guys... you know when you have a really good day and shit? you know why it was so good? it was thanks to me! ME! i made sure to get yo back so you'd have a good day! me and jesus... yeah... we homies. LOL. but yeah!

DUY! EFFING DOUCHE! WE ALWAYS BE CO WORKERS!!!! also. thank you! thanks to you answering me at like 1 in the morning, i got the norp order right :]

poTAYdo! we've known each other for so long and liek dude. sometimes... i think about how we became friends and im so glad it happened! im really glad that i started hating girls in fifth grade :']

kevinluuluu :] you think im so smug? well i wonder why!!!!! i'd say you give the best hugs cause you're like my perfect height-- so perfect that i hope my next boyfriend is as tall as you-- but no! i wont say it! know why?! cause everyone else says it too! even though i said it first! and im not conform to those lame-o's! so bleh!

jeffie... you are so amazingly quirky and sweet! you stupid "nice jerk"!!! how can you make me laugh so much?! and be so serious about things that are just too funny?!?!

that's norp! buuuut~ time to get started on mjkk :]

of course m! it's for meeeeeee~ ;'] im like the magnae and the best of them :] sorry jessica, if it werent for me, you'd be in this spot. roar attack, right?

speaking of jessica! duude. -BZZZT- connection! thanks for always thinking of me dear... always making sure im not left out when kelly and kathy were ignoring me... you douche bags! shiiit! that's why it's nice when you call me... it's always like "hey..i just thought you should know.." all serious and shit.. then 3 minutes later. "DUDE! OMG! THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED!" LOL! gooood times :']

kelly... stupid shaqaisha... or however you spell it! how come you never hang out with us?! it always seems like your parents say no, but is that really true?! or you just ditchign us?! lol! just kidddding~ i feel like we're drifting... and seriously? i hate it. i kinda feel that when we talked the other day, we're kinda getting back to how we were. i hate that we drifted... and i dunno how it happened... but i hope we can get back to how things should be... hopefully :'[

kathy! dude! you dont even talk to me any more?! what the hell is up with that?! lol! even though you dont even talk to me any more... you stupid jerk... i still heart you. hit me up sometimes!!! geebies!

-sigh- i love you guys... have i build up enough suspense yet? have you guys cried out your tears cause you're thinking the worst...?

[norp] + [mjkk] = ltc.

so what happens if there's no [m]? is it still ltc? or will sophia replace me, jessica?!?! i'm moving guys.

love,
m.nguyen

p.s. are you guys overreacting? are you totally mad at me? cause i told you this way?! well deal with it! cause i dont wanna deal with it! -sigh- it took me almost two hours to write this... it took like forever... also cause i was chatting. lol. psst. guys. just so you dont liek kill me... i'm moving closer to lq. hope you enjoyed this blog. cause i hope you guys are piiisssssed~ all that effort better of made you guys totally appreciate me! LOL

4 comments:

  1. OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGM
    FIRST, SOPHIA WILL NEVER REPLACE YOU.
    SECOND, WE WILL ALWAYS BE MJKK NORP.
    THIRD, I LOVE YOU TO PIECES.
    FOURTH, MY HEAD IS SPINNING, SERIOUSLY, i can't see straight i have to hold onto the desk at this point.
    FIFTH, OMFG.
    SIXTH i love you to pieces. call me. OMFGGG. WHAT IS THIS.

    <3, jessica.

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  2. omfg. you little I JUST READ THE ENDING. DAMN ME AND MY NOT READING EVERY WORD. EFFFFFF. FAIL.

    i still love you.

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  3. OMGOODNESS MARIA WTF!!!!!!

    I WAS LIKE HOLDING BACK ALL THESE FREAKING TEARS AND ALL THESE THOUGHTS WERE RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND AND I COULDNT EVEN IMAGINE HOW IT WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!! -________- you were probably getting the biggest kick out of writing this huh? :P i was about to call you right after until i read your ps >:O i know we've been drifting and i hate it too D: and omg i still cant believe you did this! well yes i can.. that was such a maria move.. should have seen it coming LOLLLL

    ps im so calling you tonight so EXPECT IT! and during snl too >:P

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  4. i lawl'd at those comments

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