winter break, at last!

haha! i feel so good!
well.. im actually very tired... but im also so happy that i could just blow up! winter break, guys! WINTER BREAK! could things get any better?! haha!

i havent blogged in a looong time.... just been too busy... i wont be able to blog for a long time after this too. winter break is gonna be hectic. i've got girls' league business to do.. starting with caroling then right to recording for the video for the winter formal assembly. i've got the script to write with sarah le cause we're gonna be MCs! haha! jessica! imma be like KHD! haha! i've got editting to do. homework. chem. freakin a... and going to utah? this is gonna be absolutely crazy!! also gotta go to ramsey's to drop of secret sister gift before i leave to utah! oh my goooooodnesss... haha. im sorry guys... i hear that junior GL members get super stressed and freakin snap during winter formal crunch time. please forgive me. i dont mean it. haha

thought break will be hectic, i hope it'll be fun. i hope our nominees behave and that this shiz goes well! haha (:

OH YEAAAH! i've also secret santa christmas bash!!!! haha! wooooot! monday!

oh yeah! haha. im just remembering all these things right now. im moving over break too! so we're like kinda tryign to remodel everything and my mom is giving each kid 500 bucks to do their rooooom! i'll talk to you guys on monday about it... it's gonna be fun! GIVE ME IDEAS! (: when we finish the whole house, i'll call you guys over (:

gotta go watch bleach with brother and sister... it's gonna be aweeesome! (:

-m.nguyen

sigh...

So yesterday was eventful! My sister came home from NY! it was liek she never left, i swear (: but before she got back, she found out about our family situation. and it hit her super hard. she didnt talk to anyone for a week. couldn't bring herself to talk over the phone... but she went on a roadtrip and was finally ready to talk to my mom. im glad she did.. i understand that it hurt her that she was left out... but my mommie was so scared of my sister... scared she was hated by her daughter. you could see it in her eyes when she wasnt talking to anyone. i see that look a lot in her eyes now. since summer. and i just wanna hug her. and sometimes i do... but other times... though its rare.. i think in my mind... "why did you get out sooner? now look..." this ruins my whole day. but then... she's my mommie... so i just tuck that behind me... and try my best to fake to my mom that im okay with it now... and that i dont care about what's happening to us... that i've made peace... even though... this situation has been unfair to everyone... no one has benefitted from this. at all..

but anyways...
since My, my sister came home. i decided she needed to know everything.
the whole shebang! so i asked her thoroughly if she knew that this was happening or that was happening and she said "yeah... i got caught up". but then she started asking about me... and im crying... effing My, dude. who doesnt cry when they talk about family?! and she goes and hugs me... HUGS ARE WORSE! THEY MAKE YOU CRY MORE, MY!!!! but yeah... told her everything... i know she's sad... cause she got that same look my mommie has... and it makes my heart hurt... cause... i think i feel what they're feeling... and it makes me wanna cry all over again. but i wont! cause i've done enough crying for years to come!!!

so.. as jessica said.. when its 10:10... i'll pray for zombies...
but still... everytime i see 11:11... i pray for better...


.....



today was cool. i texted keakea for like 8 hours straight or soemthing.... i started at liek 3... and its like 11 right now..? lol! we talked about a lot of random stuff but all serious stuff! and the memories! liek me falling asleep in corral under a chair during our halloween poem reading thingy! and him slapping me awake! lol! and when i asked him if someone jumped me, would he beat them up for me, and he totally said yes! ahaha! MEMORIES! (:

but talking to keakea reminded me yet again that i do a lot of things for my own benefit. sometimes i don't... but i do it alot.. and it makes me feel horrible inside afterwards. im constantly thinking "why cant i be more... GOOD?! why must i think about my own benefits?!" but... if it helps out... does it make it a wrong deed still... or does it just taint the good deed with bad intentions...? -sigh- eff my life.

dont you guys just love this year?

-m.nguyen

p.s. first three muskateers meeting today! we were totally B.O.D.ing!!!

BRAINBLAST!

okay so like the other day i was in the car listening to All American Rejects. They have this "hidden track" so to say but like everyone knows this song. so whatevers. it's called "sunshine" and its totally my song right now. check it out guuuuuys~ or better yet. i'll just link to make it easier for you guys...



OR NOT... lol. it doesnt work... jessica teach me (:

but continuing with my story!!!!!
so i was listening with it and it hit me that I REALLY wanna make a video! and while i was listening i came up with a plot and i just wanna write it down just in case i get time and still wanna make this happen. so best to write it when its still FRESH in my memory.
i dunno if it applies to that song though... it just came to me.. so whatevr!!!


Music Video Idea:
Basically it starts off with a black screen.
Fades to this guy using an above ground shot.
he's sitting around and checks his watch.
zoom to clock.
he looks worried.
he looks up cause someone called him and smiles/looks relieved.
Camera pans to a girl rushing over to him.
wind blowing. that's right. wind blowing. the whooole shebang.
girl comes over and hugs him.
you can tell she's apologizing -pan to face-
guy doesnt care. just keeps hugging her tight
pan to guy's face. he has the expression of pure bliss
pan to girl's face, confused
pan to guy's face, realizes and releases the girl
zoomed out shot to see girl get pushed away more clearly
they smile and laugh and walk off shot to hang out
quick fade out
quick fade in to them hanging out
they're laughing/having a good time
during the fun, guy accidently hits her arm
she flinches and closes her eyes
guy looks worried
guy grabs her hand and pulls up the girl's long sleeve shirt
bruises cover her arms
pan to guy's face
shock turns to worry
worry turns to anger
he starts yelling
she starts looking down, ashamed
then she starts yelling
guy grabs her arm and points to her bruises and continues yelling
pans to girl's face, yelling and crying
slaps guy
runs out
guy looks down. super sad
fade out
fade in to see the outside of the front of the house
girl runs into the shot, out of breath
girl is still crying but composes herself
wipes her tears and walks up to the door and ring the door
door opens, different guy opens door in t shirt and basketball shorts
she smiles and hugs him
guy smiles and caresses her face
they sit down in the guys room and watch tv
guy puts arm over girl's shoulder
girl looks uneasy
guy kisses the girl
and eases her to the ground
girl's eyes are opened, wide eyed and scared
guy goes to her waist and inches lower
girl pushes guy away and holds herself
guy looks at her, enraged
he yells and slaps her
she hold her cheek and is curled on the ground, crying and shaking
guy get even madder
pan to guy as he hits her
he finishes and walk away
she curls and more and slowly stops crying
her face becomes emotionless
[she slowly picks herself up
walks out the door
walks into the living room
guy's on the couch, laughing
turns his head in the direction of the girl "what?"
the girl's says "we're over"
the guy say's "what?!"
the girl just walks away]
first guy is sitting on the same bench he was at the beginning
doesn't look at his watch this time, just waiting
you see the girl limping slowly over
she looks up and sees him
camera shot from her point of view
guy just looks toward the horizon
girl is about 7 feet away from him and he looks over and smiles
girl smiles and then cries and then laughs
he stands up and opens his arms and she runs to him
they hug and sit down
and look at the sun as it sets
fin

dude. i dont like this idea anymore... lol. especially the bracketted parts... i really dont liek that part... i want.. more.. LOL... but i guess that;s just he beginning. towards the middle i got tired of reporting camera angles. i just wanted the story out. -siiiigh- in my mind... the beating is super brutal... and they're good actors... for my possible vids... i see some bad acting going on... and FUNNY ASS BLOOPERS! (:

-m.nguyen

-wheeze- ASTHMA?!

LOL
such a weird day. i woke up late but i didnt mind because i had such a good day yesterday! i had like a good 10 hours?! omg! hella awesome stuff! and then i caught up on my homework and i haven't done that since school's started! LOL (: its very refreshing! this must be what jessica feels like every day! it felt like ORGASMIC! lol! (:

got to school, did history, failed ap chem quiz with kelly (: then got the 'hofer'd out of me. rose gave us the lecture that i always get in every english class every year since my jr high days with ms. bowers. [totally confusing sentence, right? i dont care! i understand! and thats all that matters!] long story short: you guys are noisy, you're big kids; act like one. meaning?! respectful?! courtesy?! and just shutting up?! lol! can my class even do that...?! im always stuck in the noisy english class so im totally used to this lecture, but i feel a tad bit back for rose. she doesnt deserve it. so i hope our class'll shape up a tad (: and it sucks that we got the back review when i wasnt even there... so technically, i didnt even deserve the lecture this time... sucks beans, right?

hmmmm~ then zinner! turns out today was the last day of zinner for me. mr pham has retired. meaning we're down one math teacher. meaning: one new teacher por la quinta!!! side noooote: the admin feel that zinner is so good at geometry that she deserves another class of geometry... MEANING?! WAIT FOR ITTTTTT!!!! IT MEANS IM OUT OF ZINNER BECAUSE MY WHOLE 5TH PERIOD IS GOING TO THE NEW TEACHER!!!! that's riiiight! cool beans right?! HOWEVER: im kinda scared. if this is a totally new teacher, what if that means she sucks? [i think its a she, thats what i've heard] i mean... i dont wanna look back a couple weeks from now freakin regretting that im out of zinner's... eff cake... but... i just need to look ahead and hope that this lady knows her shit and gets hit with ramsey attacks! if only she can teach as well as her!!! i praaaaaaay that it'll be that way!!!

after school is to the doctor's! which i find out that my hypothyroidism actually got worse cause my thryroid got effing bigger... howww whack! AND! while they were checking out my lungs, they said i have asthma... effing splendid! i dunno what i did but i keep getting more shit wrogn with me... and it kinda sucks... but hey... it could be worse, right? (: so i'll just adapt and thank God that im still a-ok (: p.s. to you guys reading, make sure i take my hypo meds everyday... the doctor tried to scare me by saying worse case scenario of me neglecting my meds is coma. i'd liek to avoid that (: OR! it'll just make you guys appreciate me while you gots me! HA!

-m.nguyen

p.s. not joking, i keep forgetting so i'll need ayuda with remembering (:

(:

so uuuuh today was the second day of school!
ALSO: September 11, guys. make sure to pray for all those who died and hope that they go to heaven (:

uhhhh... so far...
im again, super bored in most of my classes... i find myself always looking at the clock cause i just want to get out... daaammmniiit. lol. hate zinner (: she's a nice lady... i just... UHG!

facial today too... im sad... my mommie couldnt do it all summer... so i have to go to school with a fucked up face... brings tears to my eyes man...

buuut~ i might get a hair cut this weekend! wooot

might do soemthign with khang tomorrow too (:

and sarrah this weekend!

I GOT A LOT OF HOMEWORK TOO!

PEACE!

-m.nguyen

quick update

sorry guys.
if you guys have been wondering where i've been.
i just got settled into the new house like one wednesday.
so no internet.
and also... now that i just got internet yesterday, i have like...300 and some pages of reading to do.
that's right! READING! annotating is coming after for me...
i'm gonna have liek a horrible wednesday, my last day of summer!
it'll be: WORK! HOME! EAT! SHOWER! ANNOTATE ANNOTATE ANNOTATE!!!!
however, my coworkers love me! so there's gonna be a potluck just for me!
and its so cool! cause i feel special, even though it isnt my birthday!
but if i remember correctly... it'll be KELLY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
i'll try my best to wish a good one on your special day, dear (:

off to go poo now, cause mother nature is definitely calling!

-m.nguyen

early start yesterday.
i went spirit crazy again but whaaatver.
lol.
the stupid kids didnt laugh at my jokes, but WHATEVER!
and they kepy looking at my name tag to make sure they heard right when i said "hi. my name is maria."
uhh. kathy called and like started apologizing!
oh geebies, kathy! no need to worry!
i'm gonna work hard to fix this thing we gots going on (':

-m.nguyen

-shrug-

early start prep today...
im so gonna be an awesome leader!
the freshies... they gonna go kwazie!
jeffie is my partner.
it was super hot today.
went to doctor's again.
i got hypothyroidism.
it's an immune disease or whatever.
yeah.
that was my day.

-m.nguyen

p.s. carl's jr's big carl is pretty alright!

p.s. #2 carl's jr + tastea = delicious!

omg! camera!

'nuff said!
lol! just kidding (:
basically, my brother went online and found me a camera for like... 65 bucks?!
it's a freakin steal!!!! that's liek not even half my pay check! CHA-CHING!
that's all i wanted to say.
(:

-m.nguyen

p.s. miss you guys.

p.s. #2 i found the shoes jessica, should i buy them?!?!?

thank you.

oh goodness.
super vent today (: thanks jessica. like it just came bursting out of me but yups. -sigh-
was supposed to try on the dress for GL today but no go. they haven't finished it yet. uhg. whatever. now after work, i gotta go tomorrow. then go to the mall for a bit. (: then rush home and do more packing. yes! awesome! i love packing! noooot~

and since i have to try on my dress, and the fittings were a few weeks ago... i scared... i mean.. i feel fatter... and i think my tummie's been growing... even though i've been p90x-ing every single day... but whatever! if i seriously dont fit into the dress tomorrow... imma super diet. FO SHO!

AJA AJA FIGHTING!

-m.nguyen

duude... wtf?!

omg... i was reading a couple of my blogs again and i noticed... wtf?! my blogs have been so sad lately! my blog is called "smile." but a lot of these blogs are written with me just kinda bummed out... i dunno... but this summer is pretty whack... so much shit been happening... stupid ass family issues that makes me worry like no other... and it's fucked up. i hate it.

but hey! that doesnt mean my summer was ONLY filled with shit. good things happened too! like today for example. my brother surprised my little sister and me by taking us to "medieval times"! alan priester and john vu came too! happy belated john (: but yeah! go green knight! so awesome! i wont blog too many details, just in case you guys ever go... but yeah... super duper fuun~ but im glad that i had fun today... makes me forget about the things that have been happening. im really starting to rely on God. but when i think about it... i feel like a bad catholic... why is it that i am able to pray so hard and depend on God so much only in times of hardship? why dont i pray and be thankful to Him when things are going well? i know i have so many blessings... but... why dont i thank Him everyday for it? and now that im scared of the future... and the happenings in my family... am i even allowed to ask Him to help me? it sounds so wrong and selfish... it's just.... i know i can turn to Him... but i wonder if He'll still answer my prayers when i dont even deserve to ask Him of anything... i'm such a bad catholic... i dunno. -sigh-

long story short: fun day. thankful to God. wish i was better to Him.

-m.nguyen

touched by God?

my mommie picked me up from work today... she drove me down to santa ana and we went to visit my ba ngoai. but instead, i visited my uncle and aunt. i found out some stuff today... and it's making me really hate summer... i never really realized how much auntie lan has on her shoulders... i knew uncle tam is the way he is... he's far too nice for his own good... and now im just worried... i feel so out of whack right now... i made sure to hug auntie lan multiple times and i repeatedly told her i loved her...

afterwards, my mommie went to pick up bac tam up and they went to check out these stores... they left me alone and omg guys... i started praying for my family, and especially for uncle tam... and when i started praying... i started crying... and these tears kept falling and i kept praying harder and harder... i couldnt stop and my nose started runnign and this man saw me crying... and i forced myself to stop... i got out east of eden and pretended nothign happenned... i just sniffled and held back my tears cause i was scared my mommie would come back at any moment and see me. and while i was reading, suddenly, the man was infront of me. he had napkins in his hand and put them on my table. he spoke so fast i couldnt comprehend! i knew it was english... and the only word i heard was "psalm". so im sure that he spoke a psalm to me because he saw me praying and crying and because of his kind act... my tears flowed again. i freakin cried harder than the first time... and i was thankful. this man i didnt even know saw a girl crying and tried to help her. and im grateful. i cant help but think that god somewhat helped me through this man and hopefully this means that he will also answer my prayers.

later on, bac tam sat down with me and luckily, she didnt notice i had been crying... it was very relieving... but then! the man suddenly came up again and talked to bac tam. he asked her and me why a girl like me was crying and i panicked. in my mind i was like "oh crap!" and i lied! on accident! i was like "im not sad (:" and bac tam was like "yeah... she's just reading her book." and he saw right through me! he said "this girl is sad. i dont know why but she is. and she was crying" then this part is hazy... and i hate it cause i know it was important... but i know he said soemthing about God. and again.. i heard only the last of what he said. "Matthew 28." do you guys know matthew 28 says? i really want to find out.

i dunno... i just really felt God today. and i thought i needed to blog about this. i dont ever want to forget this... i dunno if you guys ever have these days... where you're so glad you have God in your life. but im glad today happened... it reminded me how much i depend and love God. I love Jesus, yes i do. I love Jesus, how 'bout you?

-m.nguyen

I FORGOT!

LOL! since you guys read my previous blog and i was so into writing it! i forgot to mention what else happened today! or i mean... yesterday... july 31st! i got my permit! oh yeah! minus 6 points which is sad but whatever! pass is a pass, right? if you guys need to look at my test, you can. it's pretty easy. most of it is common sense, but if you need the help (:

uhh. i kinda wanna apologize to you guys. well... the bunch of you that felt really bad reading my previous blog. evidently, it was "totally maria" [which makes me ticked off... cause im far too predictable!] but i still feel bad. you guys... im sorry if you guys are feeling guilty cause of what i wrote. i didnt mean it to hit you that way. it was just me being a douche and i apologize. i meant everything i said, from the bottom of my heart, but you guys know me... those little things that were in the past are past. no need to worry about them. jessica: i apologize for making you head spin and you dizzy. kelly: im sorry for making you feel like shit while reading it. and kathy! im sorry that i made you feel bad.

it's just... sometimes i feel bad. it's like... when we're all united, the lunchtable crew, we all have fun and i love that... but thats liek only when we're together... i've just been missing the old times when we always talked not cause we had soemthing urgent to say, but just to say hi and talk about random shit. i just brought it to the table... we'll just have to see how we all deal with it now.

love you guys, sorry im a douche,
-m.nguyen

p.s. OHMYGAWD! i forgot to mention! today is like my 5th? maybe 6th day of p90x!!! this 90 day work out thing! maybe you guys have seen the info-mercial! but duuude! shit's hard! and i really hope i got the straight 90 days... cause that means this one pack i call my belly will be flat, toned, AND SEXY! LOL!

you guys wanna know yet?

so... im ready to tell you guys... it's like official now... i found out this afternoon (the afternoon of july 31, not august 1).
hmm... i just keep thinking... how should i tell you? i feel like i should call you guys... but im scared of your reactions. i feel like i should hug you... but im scared that you will cry. i feel like i shouldnt be writing this... but my fingers just wont stop... how should i start this? should i even start it this way? -sigh-

i just wanna say:
you guys are like amazing. i know you think you know how "awesome" you guys are. but thats not even the gist of it. [just in case you were wondering, that's pronounced 'jist'. lol.] like omg! how could i be so lucky to have been blessed with such great friends?! you guys dont even know how much i pray for you guys... you know when you have a really good day and shit? you know why it was so good? it was thanks to me! ME! i made sure to get yo back so you'd have a good day! me and jesus... yeah... we homies. LOL. but yeah!

DUY! EFFING DOUCHE! WE ALWAYS BE CO WORKERS!!!! also. thank you! thanks to you answering me at like 1 in the morning, i got the norp order right :]

poTAYdo! we've known each other for so long and liek dude. sometimes... i think about how we became friends and im so glad it happened! im really glad that i started hating girls in fifth grade :']

kevinluuluu :] you think im so smug? well i wonder why!!!!! i'd say you give the best hugs cause you're like my perfect height-- so perfect that i hope my next boyfriend is as tall as you-- but no! i wont say it! know why?! cause everyone else says it too! even though i said it first! and im not conform to those lame-o's! so bleh!

jeffie... you are so amazingly quirky and sweet! you stupid "nice jerk"!!! how can you make me laugh so much?! and be so serious about things that are just too funny?!?!

that's norp! buuuut~ time to get started on mjkk :]

of course m! it's for meeeeeee~ ;'] im like the magnae and the best of them :] sorry jessica, if it werent for me, you'd be in this spot. roar attack, right?

speaking of jessica! duude. -BZZZT- connection! thanks for always thinking of me dear... always making sure im not left out when kelly and kathy were ignoring me... you douche bags! shiiit! that's why it's nice when you call me... it's always like "hey..i just thought you should know.." all serious and shit.. then 3 minutes later. "DUDE! OMG! THE FUNNIEST THING HAPPENED!" LOL! gooood times :']

kelly... stupid shaqaisha... or however you spell it! how come you never hang out with us?! it always seems like your parents say no, but is that really true?! or you just ditchign us?! lol! just kidddding~ i feel like we're drifting... and seriously? i hate it. i kinda feel that when we talked the other day, we're kinda getting back to how we were. i hate that we drifted... and i dunno how it happened... but i hope we can get back to how things should be... hopefully :'[

kathy! dude! you dont even talk to me any more?! what the hell is up with that?! lol! even though you dont even talk to me any more... you stupid jerk... i still heart you. hit me up sometimes!!! geebies!

-sigh- i love you guys... have i build up enough suspense yet? have you guys cried out your tears cause you're thinking the worst...?

[norp] + [mjkk] = ltc.

so what happens if there's no [m]? is it still ltc? or will sophia replace me, jessica?!?! i'm moving guys.

love,
m.nguyen

p.s. are you guys overreacting? are you totally mad at me? cause i told you this way?! well deal with it! cause i dont wanna deal with it! -sigh- it took me almost two hours to write this... it took like forever... also cause i was chatting. lol. psst. guys. just so you dont liek kill me... i'm moving closer to lq. hope you enjoyed this blog. cause i hope you guys are piiisssssed~ all that effort better of made you guys totally appreciate me! LOL

dun dun DUUUUUN!!! -jaws theme music-

okay so like i totally just found out something!!! but i wont tell yet. cause im scared like... you guys reading this will like, totally overreact! lol! but yeah! it deals with the bank and shiz but when i seriously find out! i'll tell you guys! wait for the phone call :]

MISS YOU GUYS! HEEEAAART! :D

-m.nguyen

update.

guuuuyyys~ im kinda lazy to blog but i'll just keep you updated on what's happened so far:
last monday. duy and kevin's bday bash. read jessica's blog for more info
last tuesday and wednesday are hazy for me.
last thursday night, off to vegas.
last sunday, at noon, go home. darker than ever. i fear for my skin pigments. they're like screaming at me to stop the madness! IM SO BLAAACK!
this past monday... i went to six flags. OMG! i thought i'd be so scared! cause like i dont like huge drops but dammmmn~ i had like no fear! it was SOOOO HOOOOOOOOOT! LIKE IT WAS THE KIND OF HOT THAT EVEN WHEN YOU WERE IN THE SHADE, YOU WERE STILL SWEATING LIKE MAD! omg! and like the scariest rides, i looked forward too! cause effing a! i just wanted the breeze in my face and needed the thrill to forget that it was so hoooot! note to self: remember 'tatsu' and My, Linh and my belly laughs!
tuesday. tired from six flags. woke up at 12 cause khang told me about tammi's offer. 2 hours of work.
wednesday. first official day of work ever. i suck. escrow sucks ass. nothing makes sense.
thursday. second day of work. still suck, but did less. poor tammi pulled an all nighter. guys. pray for me that i dont mess up anything and lose them money... cause tammi, steve, and carmen are finally doing well... i dont wanna ruin that. :'[

-m.nguyen

p.s. it's fun that my first job is with khang!!! :D

p.s. #2 is this seriously works out and i get paid... that means you guys get better birthday gifts. oh snaaaps~ :D

yeah, i know

long time no blog! all you guys reading this hit me up! let's hang!

hello summer '09

oh goodness! the year has gone by soooo fast! it's kind of ridiculous! so many things have happened and so many things have changed. but im pretty sure i regret nothing. because without what happened this year, i wouldn't be who i am right now.

the friends i've made. the things i've learned. the evil i've went through [MIRSCH]. the happiness that comes to me when i'm with you guys. it's kind of indescribable.

i'm sad that the year is gone. i'm sad that i dont get to see you guys everyday. im sad that my laughter will be cut down so dramatically. i'm sad that i dont get to hug you guys everyday. but i'm happy that i get a break. and im happy that even though we're apart, we'll always be together. i heart the lunchtable crew + neil. lol. neeeeiiil~ if you're reading this, i'm over the whale comment. thanks for hanging with jessica and me at the com tam place :]

let's hope i did well on final. i know i got a b on chem. and hope the read of my grades are... sufficient... lol. i'm doing a lot this summer. but guys! call me up and i'll make time. :] when junior year '09-'10 comes around. i'm gonna have a super short hair cut and im gonna be 20 lbs lighter! JUST YOU WAIT! my flabbie one pack is gonna be a tight bod! LOL.

-m.nguyen

p.s. DUDE! today! while i was smimming! duy promised to give me a hug. so when i told him to keep his promise. i jumped into the deep pool [TASTES SO NASTY] and he told me to reach the ground and then he'd give me a hug. but he didnt even touch the ground! you suck, duuuuy!!! you DOUCHE! LOL. but we had an underwater hug, and it was weeeeird~ lol. and we had a land hug right at the end of the day, cause that was the promise too. :]

HELLO SUMMER '09!!!

tuesday was christina's birthdaaay~ :] happy birthday. it was hot pot city bash with her family. kinda awkward. good cake. horrible essay rough writing.

wednesday was working in 300 cc lab to revise essay. also! bonding with keakea! i haven't talked to to him in such a long time! and he's like right next to to everyday cause he's only like a few lockers away! i miss our old english times. hopefully next year :] -fingers crossed-

thursday. k.luu and i started our no hugging battle and i held on for so long! lost in the afternoon! lol! and again the next day! eff my life! lol! couldnt even last a daaay! roooar! but its fine cause jeff was getting sad cause we were "fighting"! were noooot! i think jeff was just mad cause he didnt get any maria lovin' for a whole day. lol.

oh! and freakin mirsch! essay wasnt due. stupid reflective was due friday. damn you, mirsch! you bastard! lol.

friday. uhh... officially lost the battle in the morning. last day for seniors. performed my monologue. owned yet didn't. "the search for signs of intelligent life in the universe"? kinda eh~ he said i was animated, but cause it was a comedy, i didnt get enough laughs out. -sigh- uhh~ swam today. then talked with jessica&kathy. then talked with only kathy. then saw k.luu and talked to him. then coems along chris. talked to him a little. then yelled at kevin for beign a bad boy towards jessica. tsk tsk tsk, k.luu. i hope you learned your lesson. and dont feel bad jessica. it's nowhere near your fault. then talked with chris, brandon, steven and co. [meaning their friends]. brandon gives super stiff hugs! makes me laugh! and he also told me my laugh is distinctive! in a good way? i dunnno~~ lol.

tomorrow is super study session at barnes. NOT SLURPING, tay! then go home and see julie :] woooot cousin! then whatever else we'll do for sarrah's graduation. happy early graduation, cousin!

-m.nguyen

p.s. JEFF NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME.

gl

and so guys. i made it. i had a overall total of 2 hours of sleep today. kidnapping was fun. i guess? khang brought me there in a bag and they gave us a "makeover" and enjoyed throwing water balloons at us! lol! then we ran about to see who was the fastest.

at school, everyone was happy for me but i wanna kinda sad to see people there. jessica's all giddy which makes me twice as happy, but when people who tried out for gl and didnt make it saw me, i could see like... i dunno! their eyes! you could see extreme sadness! even if they said congrats! sometimes i got like mini glares too! IM SORRY! gosh :'[

and k.luu! your tummie hurt but im glad my one pack helped just a little :'] and it was fun talking to you and neil after school. denise and vicki! stop giving me those looks! and im in the yearbook guys! LOL

-m.nguyen

p.s. im happy but sad i made it. i dunno -shrug-

p.s. #2 kevinluuluu! i didnt even fathom the idea that you had already known i'd gotten in! lol x)

recap

wednesday was drama banquet. fun fun fun. theme: blast through time. i was blast to 80's. pretty nifty. it was at pat and oscar's and not everyone dressed up but it was fun all the same. can't remember much but fun :] note to self: must post pictures.

thursday was tennis banquet. my hard work to get a dress that matched jeff and it was epic phail. close but phailed. boo hoo. but the night was fun and i reunited with cat! she is so fun! i miss her so much. cant wait to see her again (: i love how all the tennis guys are one bug family.

after that was paint at marcie's house. totally killer but whatevr. when i wasnt painting, i was talking to vicki. we hella talk shit. it's pretty fuuuun~ (: uhhh. then she went to sleep and i continued shading. my arm hella hurt cause of that. all nighter, technically cause i tried to sleep for like... 10 minutes? lol it sucked.

friday. painting and trying to sleep?! lol. then off to like school at like 5:30 ish with the backdrops. julie picked me up in my boxer's so i had to go to school with them from marcie's house. also crammed into her trunk. pretty waaarm~ lol. then practice then teased hair and got my tutu. everyone loved my hair. uhh... then senior tribute. kinda glad its over and that veryone liked it but im tryign to think was it worth it? lol. all that work for a minute and a half? roooar! uhh... fell asleep in all my classes. and everyone seemed kinda like... worried for me? kept asking if i was sad? lol. im just tired people. i look sad and out of it when im tired. or super duper hyper. but that was thursday. dudes! kevin luuluu kept like giving me that look! like all sad and "are you okay?" look! lol! it was so awkward! but yuuups~ went home and napped and khang woke me up to get new numbers. went to sang's but he told us th phone place was closed. then while linda and khang were guitar hero-ing, i was napping. then trang called and told me a disclosed promise. more info another day. khang said not to tell anyone. but omfg! then home. eat. sleep.

saturday was wake up. eat. lie around. x-men. get new numbers. intense convo with khang [no more kn + sf]. home. mall with mommie. home. eat. internet. now im off to do homework cause khang wants me done before 6 tomorrow. also! barbeque tomorrow at sang's so eek :]

-m.nguyen

p.s. im happy for you jessica. you do deserve this (:

rooooar!

rooooar! freakin a! today i did my mark antony monologue and it was horrible! roar! a 35/40?! one more point and it would have been an a! and i could have gotten an a if only i'd performed better! im in drama for gosh sakes! this is ridonculously EMBARRASSING! and just yesterday, me and jason rocked "who's life is it anyway?" by brian clark! ROOOAR! imma go shoot myself. wish me luck that i dont effing miss.

-m.nguyen

p.s. during p.e. i saw the tennis guys playing softball and it was ORGASMIC! lol. just for you, douche. :D it was jv vs varsity. pretty neeaaat :)

(:

and so.
today i woke up quite early to do the recordings and such for senior tribute. marcie came over and was the witch. i'm dorothy. yuups~

then downstairs to eat breakfast. then mommie took me to the mall with marcie [instead of linh] and we looked for a something i could wear to the upcoming banquets. i found a dark blue dress to match jeff for tennis banquet but i dunno.. we'll see if sarrah [my cousin] likes it. if she does then i'll be very satisfied. cause its very casual and kinda like summer dress-ish. so imma wear this belt and a cardigan to class it up. hopefully it works. then im planning to borrow marcie's friend's goddess costume for drama's "blast through time" banquet. if not, im off to target to buy bedsheets to make a TOGA! imma go goddess! it's gonna be the shit. :) any idea? hit me UP!

i hella wasted money today. i got a dq ice cream cone, orange julius, charley's fries, two sunglasses [cause it was $3 each and one's for linh], a dress, a tanktop [for sarrah], a polo [for mommie], a white v-neck [ONLY $5! and it was medium! fate!], wendy's chicken nuggets [for linda], old navy's flip flops[only like $2.50!] and mini cinnabons [for family]. i dunno. i think they're more! but i dunno! but so much! shiiiz! lol! it was fun though... i mightbe all set for this week... now tomorrow's gonna be horrible... so much homework!

oh! and i signed up for driver's ed and save like $20 bucks cause like dude, it's may and they're giving 20% off for online classes! (: yay!

-m.nguyen

sigh.

i regret it. i feel like it wasn't even worth it. i shouldn't have done it so freakin a...
then there was like senior tribute practice that waaas good, but freakin people! -cough- MICHELLE -cough- freakin kicked my cousin's scooter... im not even gonna be tolerable towards her anymore! also! practice was going so nicely... but then freakin a... hella screwed up all kinds of things! and they're all effing hypocrites!

but you know what that makes me think of?! do you know what today makes me think of?!

-sigh-

it makes me think about what a bad person i am... freakin... why am i such a hater? why must i freakin hate people?! why cant i be a better person... i try my best to look in the good of people but why the hell do i have to be liek this? i hope that one day i can just like everyone... but they make it so hard... i dunno... i just hope i can... be better??? be a lover... not a hater. you know what sucks? i hate haters...

-m.nguyen

p.s. omg! "i hate haters" is a total paradox!

GOODNESS.

goodness! it seems things are being misinterpreted! and jessica is all kinds of grumpy about it! tsk tsk tsk, right?! lol! i shall see what i'll do about it. frankly. i'm offended. like pretty much SUPER offended! to think im thought of like that... shame... -sigh-

BUT ON A HAPPIER NOTE!

I WANT TO REMEMBER THIS FOR A LOOONG TIME TO COME!

okay so! guys! liek dude! today i had senior tribute practice that was supposed to end around 4-ish and jeff had his bl interview that would end around like 4:15-ish. but dude. practice ended up being as late as like 5:20?! 5:30?! omgoodness... ridonckulous. but yeah. i finally got the dance down. ah! wait! continuing! so! while im dancing, i see jeff kinda talking off to the side with different people. i see him. but then soemtimes when i look back, he isnt there! also! he was talking to the and kevin and stuff so im just liek 'oOo... maybe he's gonna leave... oh wells~ i mean i already talked to him so its fine :]' but then when i kept on dancing, i noticed he sat down near where i was practicing and was liek talking to henry. and im like 'aah~ he's stil here :] maybe he's waiting for me?!' but when practice finally finished and i went to get my books, i had to make sure so i was like "JEFFREY! ARE YOU WAITING FOR ME?!" in my squeaky high voice and he looks at me and is like -nod nod- in the way that totally says "uh huh uh huh!" cant you imagine it?!?! but yeah! so im like "OKAY! IMMA GET MY BOOKS! I'LL BE RIGHT BACK!" and so when i get back i give him a neil hug [neil! not an insult! its just that you hug me so awkwardly! liek you dont wanna touch me!] cause im all like sweaty/stinky/wet! but jeff tells me "so i totally shot a hilarious video of freeman!" and im like "niiice! did he know you were shooting it?" and he;s like "uh... i dont think so. but you cant hear it out here so let's go inside" inside meaning the 300 building. so we go inside and he's liek "are you ready?" and im like "yuuup!" but i cant really see anything. or hear anything... i kinda hear "blah blah FREEMAN! blah ROOOOOAR! blah blah" and jeff notices i cant hear well so he puts the phoen near my ear and i hear "jeffrey wanted me to ask you if you wanted to go to tennis banquet with him!" and my expression is liek totally "omg! did that just happen?!" and i shout out "OF COURSE!" and liek jeff shows me the video again! and this time i hear and see EVERYTHING! and there's freeman sitting in his room and he suddenly looks at the camera and is like "this is FREEMAN! ROOOOOAR! hey maria. jeffrey wanted me to ask you if you wanted to go to tennis banquet with him!" and i hella shout "OF COURSE!" again! and then jeff's all like "i wanted to ask you! but i didnt wanna just... ask you! i had to think of something!" and liek seriously! im totally wow'ed! i mean this is so cuuute! and so sweeet! this is liek major props! jeff! you're so amazingly creative! after a horribly sweaty practice, i'd have never imagined that this was gonna happen! i just feel bad that someone that looked as bad as me was the person you asked to banquet! omgoodness! i'll try to look my best for banquet! goodness! and i absolutely apologize for having to make you wait! you could have pulled me away from practice! goodness! i know how much you hate walking home so im really sorrry! but thanks for totally being the best guy EVER! :D i love you so much! goodness!

ofcourse i had to tell everyone this. so all the girls of m[a]jkk know about this :] i cant just not brag, right? kekeke :] i've also had a couple on intense convos with them today annnnd~ cleared some misunderstandings.

and so i wait for tomorrow and what i might do...

-m.nguyen

p.s. omg... right?! LOL

don't read this. it's just venting.

first off! i'm pissed! you kidding me?! it's the effing junior's responsibility to handle the sounds and shit for senior tribute! now I have to do it?! what is this!? lipsync?! hell no! i swear! i can not handle lipsync again! im doing this and its the last time! all cause i wanna freakin help marcie. but you guys know how much i hate doing it.

i wouldnt mind effing doing it if you guys freakin appreciated me. i mean seriously. i do something EXACTLY the way you guys want it and its like "oh... it's not right. we dont liek it. do it over. and do this do this and do that." i mean i seriously wanna go "fuck you! alright?! you do it then if you dont liek it!" but i end up doign it anyway so what's the point? and do i get a thank you when you FINALLY liek it?! hell no! man! this is why im not doign lipsync next year! you guys are gonna appreciate me when im gone! and if you dont! then you've found someone else and i dotn have to deal with it anymore. eff cakes. you guys can all eat eff cakes.

we've til next week til we perform. i hope we do well... dances are easy and hard but whatever. i'll do your fucking music. but that's the last time. i'll reconsider senior year but right now im feelign liek this is the last time. some of you guys in c/o '11 really piss me off. that's why im not even considering doing like asb or anything. i dotn want to deal with you guys. -sigh- sometimes i hope and kinda, ONLY KINDA, pray that i come to strongly dislike you. cause i hate saying hate.

-m.nguyen

p.s. omgoodness! this rant was crazy! sorry! i dunno! they're pissing me off! it's an exaggeration that none of them appreciate me. only most of them dont. :| i dont like being mean... but i just get kinda super pissed when i dont even get a thank you... dudes... am i kinda liek mr cox and his liek total "hate" for admin?!?! kekeke :]

uh... third off?

MJKK! i think im gonna make this official? i dunno! should the A be removed? any protests? if you're reading this, yes... i'm talkign to you! YOOOOUUU! do you want to be removed? if you dont, freakin say something... you've no idea how long i've been waiting.

continuing! MJKK! today was lovely dears. i didnt expect today to turn out the way it did. but it did. and im glad. everyone seems just that much happier. and im glad :] is it possible the mjkk is being restored? i felt it drifting since a while ago... but you guys just refused to let that happen, eh? well, thank you very much for it. i'm relieved. and thankful. is this the feelign of gratitude?! kekeke. heart you guys dearly. especially when we were all yelling at the same time today! ALSO! that's unfair! you guys cant feel left out! i was the one who was left out! shiiiiz~ jessica talked to me cause YOU GUYS DIDNT!

-sigh-

heart you guys :]

on a totally different subject... guys... omgoodness... i got a freakin 3/3+ on my essay. i think i might cry from happiness. seeing as i expected a 1 and only wanted a 2+ as a dream... i really did almost cry.

and on a painful note: I FELL OFF MY SCOOTER TODAY! freakin a! lol! went to my ba noi's house afterschool today to mess aroudn a little and do a little hw. but kevin calls and is like "are you at school?" so i ride my way to school on my cousins scooter, being awfully weary of the little bumps/cracks on the ground. making sure to lift my scooter above those things that'll break my mommie's back... but i guess i was having too much fun... cause a coupel house's away from my ba noi's house... i freakin hit this HUUUGE crack! AND I EFFING FLEW! i mean flew! off the scooter! i tried to catch myself my puttign my hands in front of me. this was all happening slo-mo, guys! SLO-MO! and while i was fallign i was like, pardon the language, "FUUUUUCK! SHIIIT!" and then bam! couldnt catch myself! landed on my shoulder! and then my left knee was burning. i turn over on my butt. bam! it's all brown and white. the whitest part looks liek my bone. but no worries, it wasnt :] but dudes! guys! omgoodness! so im lookign at it and im just like "get up! it doesnt hurt! it only burns like a lot!" in my head and brushign off my shoulder. and then i hear a window open from the house that i've landed in front of. i look up. i hear a voice go "ARE YOU OKAAAAY?!" and im ridonckulously horrified! an old white lady just asked me in sweet voice if im okay and i had just cussed ridiculously loud on her front yard! i was like "ah! yeah! thank you! i'm okay! sorry! ah! thank you!" and i try to scurry off! im like scootering away cause that shiz is embarrassing! when i look down the next time! my left knee's bleeding and it's dripping! woot, right? lol. thanks chris for the bandaid. during practice, i peeled it off due to the overflowing blood and pus :] thanks marcie for the extra bandaid.

-m.nguyen

second off!

ANDREW! this was for... uh... sunday! congrats! congrats for being like 22 and getting your master's! ahhh! only you could do that! become uber rich and totally spend money on me :] and thanks for inviting us to celebrate with you. cause of that i taught everyone the WATERMELON GAME. and khang taught us the WINKING GAME! guys! remind me to teach you guys this game! soooo much fun! :D

-m.nguyen

p.s. CASSIDY! her party was on sunday too! happy birthday! it was on memorial day though. lol. kekeke.

first off!

jessica ! i heart talking on the phone with you! saturday was hilarious! this blog shall be dedicated to it! it was uuuber fun! we gotta do it more often! shiiiiz~ hella CONNECTION! and i notice we talk about sad stuff, happy stuff, serious stuff, weird stuff, hyper stuff, and asdfghjkl! all that good stuff! kekeke :D it's always fun. glad we're doign this more often :]

oh! this isnt that important but i also had my gl interview saturday. to be exact: 11:50 at lq. it went horribly, thanks for asking :] but im over it. if im not in... it's definitely not the end of the world. plus! i felt better when khang picked me up and talked to me and shiiiz~ then took me to costco! and i vegitarian'ed my combo pizza!!! and we went to starbuck's to study! with john vu (robert's brother! that's right! BOB!)! and dudes! i got coffee too! i heart my brother! he's mean sometimes but he always knows when to be nice! pizza and caramel frap. -tears-

-m.nguyen

p.s. for saturday. thanks for talking about random stuff with me :] heart jessica d nguyen <3

don't you hate it when...?

so me and jessica were talking earlier... and i was thinking... i'll want to remember this one day...

don't you guys hate it when you get all like emo and shiz and you freakin kinda get stuck in it? the emotions wrap around your ankles and when you struggle to free yourself from sadness and depression so you dont freakin trip... you end up falling on yo face! and it gets all up in your nose and your eyes and makes you feel like you wanna cry to get that uncomfortable feeling off your face and body! and it only makes you sadder cause it gets your hands and shit stuck too! then! before you know it! you're like effing drowning in stupid emo feelings!

-sigh-

but i've found from experience.... a sure solution to get out of that tar pit of emotional dilemnas...

you flip around so the stupid gunk and shit gets all out of your face.... take a deep breath... and wait. slowly... ever so slowly... but definitely SURELY... a friend will come and grab your hand. sometimes its a friend you'd never expect... and sometimes its a friend that was there all along... but that friend will help you get out of that tar pit of shit and definitely unstickify you.

the bad side? i've realized that once your ankle deep in this emo feeling... you have to go through the whole process of being sad... and that period in which your fighting off the sadness is ridiculously unbearable. but just rememeber!

aja aja FIGHTING!

-m.nguyen

go!

and so! i watched terminator today! with khang, linh and daddie. it was a family thing and it was AWESOME! we ate california fish grill too! soooo goood! for both! that movie is really good! like dude. guys... go.watch.it. you will not regret this! i guarantee it! fo sho! lol! it's ridiculously good! that's 2 amazing movies in a row! IT'S RIDONCKULOUS! and that guy from charlie bartlett is in it! i dunno his name but i'll learn it! i like him as an actor! :D guys! terminator salvation will not be money wasted! trust me!!!

and so! AH! my interview's tomorrow guys. i hope that i can just be relaxed and chill. i hope i dont choke. and! make a good impression! it's at school @ 11:50... khang's gonna take me down and i dunno... GAH! what'll i do?! and jessica! you and me! -bzzzzt- CONNECTION! tomorrow! we have a phone date, dear :] heart you.

-m.nguyen

p.s. wish me luck, lovelies

p&o

and so~
today i watched star trek! that movie is liek so amazingly good! omg! i was hungry before watchign that movie! and when i was watching, it totally made me forget! THAT'S HOW YOU KNOW A MOVIE IS GOOD! WHEN IT MAKES YOU FORGET YOUR HUNGER PAINS! :] go out an watch it, foos~ GO! lol :]

went home and didnt resume cleaning. lol. i'd promised my mom to clean my room before 5. i didnt keep it... im a bad daughter, arent i? it looks a lot better though! i woke up at 8 today [even though i was supposed to wake up at 7] to clean! it's all for neil. don't you feel special, neil? hmmm?! lol. i promised my mommie to clean my room and do my laundry before going to key club banquet. i went as neil's date. all for you neil. i suffered just for you. thanks for the invite, neil. it was pretty fun. and everyone was very nice. even though at times it was awkward >.<

so i'm home. and i need to finish up my room which is kinda sorta clean and do a lot more laundry. wish me fun... NOT.

-m.nguyen

oh shit... i pray that this isn't true.

If I had to choose between
loving you and breathing,
I would use my last breath
to say "I love you".
- anonymous

we don't have time to waste
asking for things we don't have.
we can only look for the best way
to fight with the things we have.

where was i?

lol. so we left off on:

after the boy strut off and abandoned the daily lunch together with the ctl, the friends decided to make the girl completely guilty and refused to let the girl enjoy her mischievous joke...

the girl was struck with a horrible revelation. was it possible that she had taken the joke too far? was her male friend's feelings actually hurt? or was the boy just getting revenge as well?

the next day the girl didn't meet up with the ctl before school, fearing the awkward silences between the boy and her. however, at break, their meeting was inevitable. the girl's mind was thinking rapidly. how should she apologize to the boy? 'bluntly saying "i'm sorry" would be awkward,' thought the girl. as break ended, she was struck with an idea that was inspired from her friend, mr. poTAYdo head. she decided to begin her apology, as a story. she used her friend mrs. chipmunk as a vehicle for the boy to hear her story. she also offered half an orange as a peace offering. juuuuuuust in case.

lunch began and ended in a flash. she still hadn't apologized yet. as the table slowly dispersed, the girl and the boy were left at the table alone. making eye contact, the boy shouts "MARIA! LET'S BE FRIENDS AGAIN!" and the girl shouts "I KNOW! I'M SO SORRY!"

heart you, jeffie :] Joking Even For Fun Really Eats Yogurt (?!) lol! sorry! i needed a 'y' but i couldnt think of anythign else. lolol :]

to jeff: lots of love for one of my best buds :] though it was fun just messign with you before, it really sucked when you started looking sad. im glad im surrounded by friends that can so easily turn on me when i'm in the wrong and make me feel HORRIBLE! lol. it's also very reassuring knowing that our friends are there to back you up no matter what, even if it means turning on me! i think you're the only one at the table that can so easily contort everyone's feelings and use them as a form of an offense! only you can turn everyone against me. and i love that? lol. yup. i definitely love it cause i think even i turned on myself when you were "mad" at me. i'm glad-- no, i'm fortunate that we're friends and hope we stay that way forever and ever. go get yourself a freakin mini-van and take me to disneyland! we'll spring break it all over again! :]

-m.nguyen

p.s. yuuuup~ love the ending :]

it's simple really--

lol. lemme tell you a story:
there was once a girl and she was very gorgeous and everyone liked her. she had a group of friends who all hung out named themselves the crew table lunch. that's right. the crew table lunch. in this group of friends, was a boy. and this boy was very kind and loved by everyone at the table, even more so than the girl. weeeeelllll~ one day, not long ago, the girl ventures back from answering mother nature's call with two friends from the ctl. being the devious girl she was, she decided to play a joke on her male friend that had abandon her things in a teacher's class. she pretends to be furious and hurts the male friend's feelings. realizing her mistake, she quickly apologizes and begs forgiveness. in that exact moment, the boy's expression changes from agonizingly sad to a jokester's sick smile. she had been tricked! "furious", she pouts her way to english, all the while, plotting her revenge against the boy from the ctl.
the next day, she decides she will continue to be furious with the boy and ignores his existance. flabbergasted, the boy became unable to respond to the sudden shunning. however, suddenly! the boy decides to wage war! BUT! then he decides! he shall make his female friend the enemy of the ctl by turning her friends against her! after strutting off and abandoning the daily lunch together with the ctl, the friends decide to make the girl completely guilty and refuses to let the girl enjoy her mischievious joke.

TO BE CONTINUED!

p.s. lol! sorry! i cant finish! sister's being b***hy with me right now so i have to get off. i wrote it real fast so pardon all its crappiness. i just want to remember this event and it's hilarity

p.s.#2 i really like the ending of this story :]

don't do it

dude. tears. FOREVER! watched the new x-man movie today. like wolverine origins or something like that... horrible mistake. so sad :'[ i mean like it was TERRIBLE! lol! just terrible! even the cgi's sucked! and that's sad! a new movie and you expect something good, especially with the graphics but no! it was crap! so disappointing! -teeeeeaaaaars- what the heck?! and they like changed up the whole story line! WHY STAN LEE?! WHY?! WHY'D YOU LET THEM DO THIS?! YOU HAD IT GOING GOOD! YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED WITH THAT! WHYYY?! pluuus~ no stan lee cameo on this one. and gambit! he's in it! and i heart gambit! but this guy! he's UGGO! and! and! he's french! BUT NOT! the heck!? LAME! AHHHHHGGG!

-m.nguyen

p.s. sarrah! our run today was amazing! lunges-- killer! squats-- horrible! ab workout-- GAH! it was fuuuuun! let's keep doing this every week! we gotta watch ourselves tomorrow! we can do it! maintain eachother's food intake! we can DO THIS!

i dont wanna read it anyways

i dont wanna read it anyways!
end convo. >:[

-m.nguyen

p.s. charley's aunt was fantastic. way to go jonathan s. :] spectacular man, spectacular! vincent! hard to understand but funny. good job, k.dao's cousin, khang :] and el oh el for paul :]

p.s.#2 KEEP YOUR SHIRT ON!

p.s. #3 they snuck out in the middle to do the NASTY! >.<

sluuuurp

the watermelon game! BAM! freakin amazing! this will make great memories, wont it? lol! thank you, k.luu! for intro-ing to the table THE WATERMELON GAME! kekeke! SLUUURP! i totally got kevin out today! yay yay yay! that's todays highlight! :]

-m.nguyen

p.s. api day was okies but the w.m. game made it a whole lot better :]

p.s. #2 it's day two for this weird bubble/rock thing in my throat that constricts my breathing and makes a real slow eater cause it hurts liek hell to swallow. no worries guys :] i BELIEVE it's not contagious :] i shall go to the doctor's tomorrow after campus beautification [stupid]. sorry jeff and the :'[ i'll make it up to you guys somehow! hope you guys have fuuuun!

p.s. #3 did i forget to mention that our frosh/soph track team actually won the 4x100 yesterday?! i wasn't there but i'm so proud of them! THEY DIDN'T GET DQ'ED! :D good job chu! good job kevin! good job andrew! good job lance! -applause- :]

still hot today

so i saw this while i was doing stupid, lame-butt drama homework and it reminded me of someone. can you guess who? i'd give you a hint but i think this icon is plenty. give a guess :]

-m.nguyen

p.s. hot hot hoooot! today!

p.s. #2 i REALLY need to go on a diet. geezus christ. you guys have been noticing it too, huh? my belly! it's GROWING!!!

only co workers, it seems

i dunno who this baby is. i just put this up cause it's a fat, cute baby. and i'm feeling fat... i'm always cute... and i can be a baby. off to chem.

-m.nguyen

p.s. DUDES! no class today! it was freakin amazing! BAM!

p.s.#2 dude! only co-workers?! i mean c'mon! low blow man.... lol!

i heart dim sum

congrats, guys.

we made it. we got confirmed and don't you guys just feel like you're glowing? may jesus's love always flow through our veins.

just think: the next step we take will be onto bolsa's field for our graduation. i'm looking forward to june '11.

-m.nguyen

i love you, mang

duuuude! that movie is so funnnnny! lol!
yesterday my cousin, sarrah, picked me and my sister up at like 3:30-ish and took us to irvine spectrum. that place is NIIIIIICE! lol! she fed us sushi at maki maki and we were like completely satisfied for only like twenty bucks. i love happy hour :] then we went shopping for my confirmation dress. we found one at forever21. it's like creme? and floral. yeah... lol. i got a cardigan too... juuuuuust in case :] it's creme on creme and when i wear it, i look total grannie :] but i guess it's okay since it's for church and as long as i "TAKE IT OFF FOR PICTURES!!!" lol. <3>.< uhhh we also got golden spoon and key covers. nifty nifty!

todaaaay~ woke up. messed around with fam bam. tried on the dress for mommie and trang. decided i shall paint my toenails for confirmation cause they're super uggo. linda wants me to paint them old lady red. EL OH EL. went to the movies, yet again :] watched monsters vs aliens. good kid movie. worth the ticket fee? nu uh. so don't watch it guys. it might be worth pay per view but definitely not the movie ticket fee. -shakes head- but the cool thing? i got yogurt after the movie so wooot! that's two times in a row too! kekeke :] ate dinner then watched tv for a while. procrastinated and showed linda some new korean mv's and she was :O lol. she's missed a lot~ then homework. roar! kelly told me i did too much homework! eff cake! roar! uhhh.... thinking about finishing up extra credit but im oh so lazy :'[ and at 10... oh snaps! which is now! i have to clean the house... shucker nuggets! i freakin have to go clean now. wish me fun :'[

-m.nguyen

p.s. im glad it's restored mr. bear and mrs. chipmunk :'] no more WORRIES, OKIES?!

happy late birthday poTAYdo~

happy late birthday, buddie :]
yesterday was the's birthday and i wanted to hang with him a bit cause everyone deserves a little something on their birthday, right? :] well.. i gave him a PINK playboy bunny towel for his birthday that i got at the block the day before and he hearts it... chyyyeaaah~ the pink just shouted out at me and was like "THE!" lol! hung out with him and k.luu and tried to get kelly over but it was almost a success but mindy was like a grumpers cause kelly ticked her off! darn you kelly! freakin made it a epic PHAIL! roooar! lol! :] then tiffany hong came over too and we hung out then dropped her off at school for swim practice. afterwards we hung out at the courts for a while cause the two of them are comple tennis freaks -shakes head-. stupid uggo face ben was there too -gag- >.< uhhh... then i had them drop me off at my ba noi's house cause i didn't wanna walk extra but im perfectly fine with them having to walk extra. el oh el. kekeke. then i took a nap which was interrupted by kelly. ate a little. then mommie picked me up at around 9-ish. went to saigon city to get groceries. yup... uhh... helped out my buttmunch friend a tad in his SILENCE. lol. tried to finish stats extra credit but i've given up on it for a while.

toddaaaay~ i shall try to finish-- no scratch that! i SHALL FINISH my english today and worry about my extra credit another time. my hunger bug's a biting so i shall feed it. oooh~ and house is so goood! it's so distracting! so ridiculous! and linda's coming home today so i guess i've got to pick her up soon... -sigh- aaaannnd~ oh! note to self: download snsd - gee. that song is ridiculously catchy and after watching the infinity challenge parody [thanks jessica :] ... i really feel like listening to it...

-m.nguyen

p.s. i hope the paradise is restored at least somewhat :]

driving is amazing

so yeeaaah~ drove again yesterday! woot! parked MULTIPLE times! aaaannnnd~ im getting better at those u-turns. also trying to restore paradise. wish me good luck, mr. bear and mrs. chipmunk :]

aaaand~ today was skype with kevinluuser and three way with him and kelly. k.luu got a haircut and i saw it first! [not including that other girl, kevin >.<] it looked different and kinda weird at first but i really like it! it like instantly grew on me! :D aaand~ the cantalope i ate made me SUPER burpy! i went crazy~ :] hmmm.... theeen~

off to the block with marcie. i got my boba from tastea [yuuuuummm], walked around a loooot~, got subway [my FIRST time!], got running shorts, the's gift, earrings [i lost all my other ones!], and lastly khang's pretzel from wetzel's. :] thanks mommie :] she paid for a lot of it. yaaaay~ however, though today's main goal was to get my boba [lol], we were also determined to get marcie her dress for confirmation and her white wedges. both were epic phail, but who cares? lol. i got my boba! lol. jk~ she got her dress after she left me and she'll get her stupid wedges another time :D

home: trang was cooking... dun dun DUUUUN! thankfully, it was edible. lol. im so mean... but yeah. she made salad and this chicken thing. it was burnt and i ate two servings.... LOL. buuut~ i was still hungry. the portions were quiiiite small. so like an hour or so later i ate cereal. goodness. i love cereal. i missed cereal. im soooo goonna poop it out like nothing tomorrow. that reminds me: i need to run tomorrow. i should and i MUST! i got the shorts for it. i should freakin run tomorrow! rooooaaaar! even if it freakin rains! uhh... then added pictures to my phone and some more music too :] then whammie! my phone's slowly getting personalized to my level of dorkiness :] yaaaay :D uhhh... should call kelly soon cause she told me to... i'll do it... LATER!

-m.nguyen

p.s. i really hope the conference dealing with the paradise went well... i shall soon find out >.<

gluttony

so~ goodness! today was palm sunday! :D church got out thirty minutes but oh wells... not a big whoop~ uhh... went home and ate milk and cereal! so goood~ i havent had it in ages so it was uber delicious :] uhhhm... khang took me driving too! omg! and in trang's car too! her car sucks but my lord, it was so exciting! and so scary! but so fun too! and these two little girls were outside and they were liek learning to roller skate... ALONE! and i was so scared that i'd like run them over or something! and khang kept trying to teach me to u-turn and stuff and i was trying to break lightly and gas smoothly... IM HORRIBLE! but i got a tad bit better but it was soooo EXHILARATING! lol! goodness! it was so cool! first day of driving! im almost 15 and a half so im not exactly allowed to do that yet but im so glad khang was bored today :D

after practicing u-turns around the culdesack (is that how you spell it?) khang and i went down there to get our new phones with sang. it took who knows how long but right towards the end i wanted to rush out of there asap cuz that cereal was like bam! wanted to come out! milk makes me dookie so duuuuude i needed to go! that was no shy turtle, it was definitely agressive! but other than the fact that i had too poopie, i also got a V8 razr? i dunno what its called but im pretty sure it's a razr... so no slidie phone... just a flippie one -sigh- oh wells... maybe next time :] oh! but sang gave me his old nokia slidie so maybe i'll use that one but i dunno -shrug- the t9 is weird so im still debating. the speakers are really good though so... i dunno!! lol. but im gonna make new ringtones for my new phone so BAAAAM! i cant wait! it feels like insomnia~ woah~

went home and dropped by fresh and easy :] got stuff for pizza tonight. got home and ate more cereal. lol. then helped khang make pizza with sarrah then made salad aaand jello! danny... my jello is the best jello in the world and dude... that's why i dont buy jello. waste. of. money. i make my own, boy! it hecka owns! missing ouuut~ lol! I'LL THINK ABOUT IT! >.< dinner was very filling and i found the song taegoon - call me and i wanna make it into a ring tone too but i cant download it... roar! uhhh... still waiting for jello to coagulate right now and i talked to kevin (sorry i made you worry this week, k. luuluu) then kelly <3 (NO WORRIES!). uhhh... gonna talk to cousin later and she did my hair! lol! it's all wavy and funny but i havent really looked at it yet so we'll see. if i really like it then that's how it'll look for confirmation... look forward to it guys :D

trang came back today from her vacation from boston! dude! she got me a shirt! yay! but ALSO a pair of portable metal chopstick! LOL what does that say about me!? i need my own pair... goodness gracious >.<>:O roar! uhhh... im also a sister from another mister, so be weary!

-m.nguyen

p.s. i hunger again! what the flips?!

p.s. #2 next week for sure, sarrah ;] we'll spend all that good stuff next weekend. i'm counting on yoooou!

cause you're suuuuch a girl

LOLOL! so i just read my buttmunch of a friend's blog! check it out! it's in honor of me and it hecka makes you EL OH EL! i just felt like telling him to keep blogging cause it's spring break and im bored but he decided to dedicate it to me so YES! x] hey kelly! you jealous yet? kekeke :D we talk about all kinds of good stuff but im not allowed to tell you cause it'd break the chumship code >.< we never really definted the code but the first rule is: never tell kelly about what happens during our "talks" lol. i break that one ALL the time! but i keep the importante ones between us, so no worries, chumster. and evidently! from the last text i got from him, "you HAVE to text back! it's a new rule of chumship :P"! LOL im getting scared... we're starting to think alike... dun dun DUN! JEALOUS, KELLY?! lol! uhh~ second rule? honor maria all the gosh darn time. it's not the first rule, buuuut~ it's definitely the most important one :D and third is never let danny win. but he always TRIES to break that one... tsk tsk tsk -wags finger- shame on you, you buttmunch :D that's the name he's under on my phone. kekeke :D oh! side nooote! imma prolly be able to get a new phone tomorrow! FINALLY! and it's gonna be like half querty keyboard so like im gonna be able to text even faster now! IT'S ON, MANG! when you get unlimited text, oh goodness! it's ON! -flips on switch up- LOL im so lame... -shakes head- but i guess that's why we're bud, right? we're on the same level when it comes to cockiness and completely lame dorkiness. i win when it comes to gorgeousness though. i just cant help it. it oozes out, right danny? /).< (<-- that's me trying to be modest) kekeke. so~ do YOU feel special, yet?!

-m.nguyen

p.s. i hunger :'[

p.s. #2 this is like my 9th attempt at trying to publish this post! it better work or i swear! im only doing this cause im the man of the relationship and i cant handle the nagging of the "woman" of the relationship anymore. LOL >.<

ta-ta linda

lent's almost over! so i'll be back on again fairly sooooon~ :]
any who... dunno whats been happening lately but yeah...
oh! this last weekend was kinda horrible for me... i dunno. just like down and super out of it. i kinda surprised myself. i really felt terrible. just ickie. my mentality went every where and i just gaaah! but i think im all better now. i feel a lot better i guess? :']
linda left today! off to dc and what not! :] and she cried... LOL! my goodness... she's so ah! why she crying?! she's only leaving like 5 days, goodness! calm down! lol.
me and danny carebear?! we freakin so "spectacular... [and] so amazing it's insane! And that's like our definition, dude!" we have a total chumship insanity going on! OH! he and kelly made my top my text max by like 500!!! its up to 1100!!! and counting! it doesn't end til like the 8th and that b-tard texts alot so BAM! omgoodness! texting's going crazy for me!
this'll be short and simple cause yet again i dont remember the past events. i'm also hunger so off to dinner :] ta ta, linda :'[ i guess i'll appreciate my siblings more? the weekend made me appreciate them alot cause all i had was linda... but im not gonna have like anyone til at least sunday, and even then it's gonna be lonely! roar! darn you linh!

-m.nguyen

gaaaah~ long time no write x]

goodness! it feels like it has been ages!
a lot has happened... and i just cannot recall! x] uhh... atm (a plus m) became a-m (a minus m). lol. dang. so much for new year resolutions, right? lol... uhhh... kathy and ben are no longer. shocker, right? lol! i think i forgot to blog about how pissed i was at her. did i? i dunno... but they got back together and then broke up. wow... aren't we oh so shocked? hmm?! el oh el. oh! goodness! kelly has a date now!!! oh three eighteen oh nine! i'd like to say it's thanks to me ;p uhhh... me and buttmunch (formerly known as carebear) are like best chums now. x] well...not best... but i think it's coming! im crawling into his heart and staying put... but evidently... im just not NUMBER 1... EH?! lol! (kelly thought bubble: 'omgosh! -blush-') LOL x] i'll just aim for a ranking! :P hmm... uhh... my left! did i blog about that? and i cried the other day... cuz i finally read my's goodbye message to the nguyen family and i started totally crying!!! right when i got to khang's part is when i started :'''''[. lol. someone hand me a lollypop. i need my pacifier!!! uhhh... mrs. mirsch assigned me to do stars, sad eyes, and viet translations for open house. i mean, what is she thinking?! stars are the hardest shapes in the world; i can't draw; viet?! i dunno viet! lol! it is not eaSHie! el oh el. cahsee was a breeeze~ english was finished 10 minutes before 3rd period ended. math was before 2nd. dang! then i got caught after math during 3rd and they made me go back. i just ditched and went to mirsch, though... :D uhhh.... i need to like diet soon? i dunno what to talk about anymore. lol. i forget what im trying to say and what i want to remember from now on. so i guess i'll just write about nonsense! x] lah-di-lah-di-lah~ hmmm... uhh.. speaker symposium! friday! wait til you guys see me in a dress... EXCITED?! x] uhhh... buttmunch better show me up tomorrow otherwise i get to force him to do whatever i want x] aaannndd~ halloween is an important holiday! how could you forget, you freakin buttmunch?! geebies! i make you feel bad and you make me feel bad... geebies... our relationship is WACK! :] uhh.... suju 3rd album! me and jessica are sorry sorry sorry sorry naked naked NAKED NAKED! lol! its the wrong lyrics except for the sorry's but we dont care :D uhhhhhh~ i'll return soon to blog again... possibly... but dunno... now that i dont read manga or like go on aim...i find it hard to will myself to go on the internet, let alone blog. trang wants the comp now so i'll read jessica and kelly's blogs another time... x]

-m.nguyen

p.s. i know you guys miss reading my wonderful writing :]

p.s.#2 i get fish tacos tonight! SCORE! x]

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im not gonna fill in on the week. im tired. skipped school today and now i just read kelly's blog and im freakin worrying. so effing eff cake. this week has been bad. bad everything. kathy dao: eff. communism: down the toilet. retreat: awesome. i cried. lent: gave up soda, manga, and aim. thats it, folks.

-m.nguyen

p.s. im dealing with everthing this week. no matter what. imma end it all. i refuse to keep getting these fucked up grades because of all this drama that im not even supposed to have. last year, i had no problems. im trying my best to make sure it's like last year. i miss being carefree.

facker crackers

sunday. good. it's fun to do our surprise for my. hope she likes it. we'll work on it this week and finish by saturday. wish us good luck.

monday. good day. practice was intense. then my day got ruined when i found out about effing kathy and ben. fack. im livid. i need to talk to her. this thursday, for sure. details on thursday.

tuesday. bad day. effing bad day. stats test was weird. chem test: bombed. 5 free responses left! then drama... bombed twice! audition: forgot "brightness" and one -act... i disappointed everyone... eff-cake. then GAAAH! i got a scolding?! from freakin a freakin communist!? the fack?! then practice was great. freakin relieved me like crazy. i felt so good today. practice is so exciting. then bam. kelly calls and says "i made your day even better!" riiight~ then kathy wanted to talk to me and i was like straight out "no" and kelly hung up on me to tell kathy that i just happened to suddenly need to go. lol! i wanted kathy to know that i effing dont want to talk to her unless i talk to her face to face. but whatevers. then chuck e cheese. supposed to be fun but i just babysat with my and phi. i guess it was fun? it was super tiring though. then bo nuong bo at ba ngoai. auntie lan commented on my figure x] and khang said im still slow and i should be disappointed that i was so happy that i improved. -sigh- i thought he'd understand. home now. off to bed.

disneyland tomorrow. with all 6 kids. sounds like fun :'] my's last trip to disneyland in a long time. :'[ i dont want to say good bye.

summary of today's blog: today was a facking bad day. just all day. so annoying. but whatever. fack you ben.

-m.nguyen

p.s. my's lunch was awesome. cute bear lunch box. my "surprise" note was forgotten. it wasnt in there. :'''[ so sad. i was mad at her at first but i've dealt with it :] imma go read my note now :]

awkward turtles?

-shrug-

field trip with bridges on wednesday.

k.luu's kiwin's thing on thursday. tay and i helped.

thursday, found out good news: i'm officially at least a size 6 in jeans. egad! my goal is a size... 4? or maybe 2.... but that just might be a dream. -sigh-

field trip with drama today.

carebear has a blog!!! egad!

trying my best so that jessica isn't out of the loop.

k.dao clears my thoughts.

i don't know what i'm thinking anymore.

my has to poop in a cup for school. lol. /).<

soo...

she's leaving soon. -tears-

i'll miss her.

don't feel like typing too much.

-m.nguyen

woo hoo rite aid~

let's seee.... woke up at 1:30-ish today... i think i semi gave up on my diet... cause i ate like jeno's pizza and a couple fries this morning for breakfast. it was delish :] uhh... chilled with my a little and when i heard linh was awake, i went upstairs, turned on my music, and did homework.

oh~ and kevin called me while i attempted to do some stats... i totally owned at helping him with his kiwin's surprise on thursday. im so goood~ lol! just keeding~ ;] i hope he does well and i hope that because of me he doesnt totally get screwed over. aja aja fighting, kevin, FIGHTING! :]

after b.s.-ing stats, i went downstairs to eat some leftovers from yesterday. yummie~ a couple of rolls of bo nuong bo~ mMm~ after that, i enjoyed a banana and started chem. after totally owning linda at finishing homework, my, linh, and i went on an adventure to the market place! :]

we got rite aid ice cream on like one of the coldest days ever and it was sooooo goood~ then we headed off toward barne's and noble. i havent been there in a long time and it was so fun. i read a couple volumes of "switch" and it's sooo good :] i also cant wait til i get the like 8th volume of "death note". mello's on the cover and he looks sooo cool! volume 9 has near! gah! i think i love near :]

after part two of our adventure, we went to carl's jr to get dinner. im like REALLY not on my diet today... i shall have to crazy diet this week to make up for it, i guess... -tears- after that, we brought it home and then i showered and now im on aim and blogging. woo~ boring day, i know. but im glad. it was very chill and i enjoyed it :]

-m.nguyen

watch out june 4th~

let's see~ today... i went to church and ate bo (cow) nuong (grill) bo (butter) for breakfast. it was so yummie~ today we experimented and we added onions! soooo good! they were so ridiculously sweet! yummie!

surfed the net for a tad and then khang told me to do homework. roar! i rebelled and took a nap instead. lol! trang woke me up at like 4-ish and told me to get ready to go to sang's house. we're getting new phones today! yippee! i so excited!! i dunno what im gonna get but i shall surely be satisfied with whatever im stuck with :]

got to sang's house and chilled a tad bit. we watched "grandma's boy" kinda sorta and khang walked ozzie and dexter (sang's dogs) around a bit so they'd answer nature's call. then off to the phone shop. woo hoo.

when we got there, i got a huge tummie ache and like totally regretted not answering my mother nature's call!!! roar! but yeah... sang wanted the blackberry curve (?) and trang wanted a samsung behold. after long consideration, and to make sure no one else in the family had our phones. me and khang decided on the samsung blast. the only problem: khang and i get to get our phones in about 2-3 weeks. oh noooes~ -tears- it's not a horrible thing... but i was excited... so now im kinda sad. i will just have to deal with this dummie phone for a while longer. oooh yeah~ we might actually get this nokia phone too... but i dunno.... we havent seen it yet and the deal that we want might not be intact in march so we'll just see how it goes~ oh! and it was also decided that me and khang will get new numbers... but that'll happen on june 4th. so watch out guys... imma be calling/texting with a different number. and that means taaay~ will have to remember this phone number for me too! >.<

after our phone adventure, we headed off to this buffet called international or something... its like a seafood buffet or something. my mom was hoping to go there for linh's birthday but linh wanted to go to seafood cove so she saved it for trang's birthday. let's just say i was hoping it'd be a lot better... -sigh- i broke my diet for a horrible buffet -tears- ba ngoai and co were all there except uncle tuyen. it was cooool~ i wish the food tasted better but i guess it was fun to just hang out with everyone. x] after dinner, me and sang were debating to yack or not. we had that feeling in our tummies of "puke-and-you'll-feel-better". but no... we kept it in and headed back to sang's place.

at saaang's~ we watched food network and accepted and cut trang's birthday caaake! quarter of a century, sis! icky icky iiccck! you old fart! lol. it was yummie and i enjoyed it. for tomorrow... i'm back on my diet -tears- not a fruit cake this time, either. surprise, surprise! it was hof's hut's strawberry chocolate cake. it was hella booommmb~ x]

the four kids stayed with sang to chill for a few more hours and daddie, mommie, and trang made their way home. it was fuun~ i miss tv. we finished accepted and watched iron chef. my was in sang's room watching top chef. after she had her fill of top chef, we went home. did i forget to mention that ozzie and dexter, the dogs, totally climbed up on me and huddled next to me to use me as a human heater? roar! i dont even like animals! they're lucky they're cute! and like stupid ozzie kept licking my fingers when i stopped scratching his head and it tickled!!!

came home. showered. checked my phone and i had 3 missed calls from k.luu. i called back almost immediately cause i thought he needed my help for something. but it was fiiiine~ he just needed my help with his kiwin's thing. good luck, buddie, on thursday! i'll be there, screaming my head off!!! x]

after that, i went outside and hung out with khang, linh, my, and trang. my wanted ideas on her new name and we just kept giving her random names. then she'd give us a reply of whatever it reminded her of. liiiike we'd say "karen" and she'd go 'filipeli'. lol! from the office!! x] but yeah... then it went from that to just plain old random conversations. it was fun. i made use of my time by brushing my teeth during the talks and then i heard my phone ring. i went to get it, but it ended already. so while i was putting on my mask, i called back kelly and she told me thiiiings~ the call lasted 5 minutes but that's fine. she got her mission done and completed and thats all that matters! it dealt with the horrible aftermath of operation: euthanize the cow. -sigh- we'll see... roar!

did some hw... not too much. now im off for bed cause it's like 2:20 right now. roar! hope tomorrow's nifty and hope that i dont have class. i'll ask jessica or kelly about it. good night, dearies.

-m.nguyen

happy heart day, buddies

happy heart day, buddies! <3

i had some "valentine thoughts" today...i guess you could call them that... but yeah, they made me... sad? but yeah... i've just been thinking about things... about why today's valentine was so... whack? :|

i woke up today around 2:00-ish and roamed around downstairs for food and met an utter disappointment... LEFTOVERS! -tears- so retreated back upstairs and messed around on the computer for a while and made myself some banh canh for breakfast. i guess it was good... i just hated the fact that i had to make it. lol. i sound like such a brat.

after breakfast, i went back upstairs, turned on my computer again [I HAVE ONE IN MY ROOM NOW! YESH~] and turned on some big bang. i've been really into them again. kekeke. my favorite song right now is their "make love". either it's big bang singing it or just taeyang, they're both just spiffy. korean or english? doesn't matter. i like both! kekeke.

hmm~ upon cleaning out my boxes of craznits, i stumbled upon a letter that my old friend elaine gave me in 2005. that was when i was in 6TH GRADE! it made me laugh. it was so funny!! she talked about how we should still keep in touch even though we're going to different schools and stuff liek that. it was so cute. and ironic... we dont even talk anymore. i see her at confirmation sometimes but i kinda ignore her because of the people she hangs out with -sigh- they're the BAD CROWD! -shakes head- :'[ but yeah~ it was a fun read. i kinda thought she might enjoy it too, so i messaged her over myspace about it. i even typed out the complete thing, word for word, so she could laugh over it too. i hope she enjoyed it and it totally made her get a blast from the past. it felt like that for meee!

so yeah~ i continued cleaning and even while im blogging this, i havent finished yet! lol! i shall continue tonight! fo shoooo, ho! lol! sorry... my cousin, julie, really influences me sometimes... lol! so yeah. i did some laudry... chatted a tad bit... and i've been contemplating whether i should do homework today... doubt it~ :] oh! i forgot to mention that kelly went on a date with carebear today! OoOo~ love in the air? NOT! lol! mindy and her cousins came along!!! -tears- so sad :']

and one last note: im getting a new phone tomorrow! im excited! yay~ i hope its totally bombing! and if it is, i'll give kelly my phone :] if she wants it, of course :] we're gonna go get them about an hour before trang's birthday dinner. yaaay~

oh! yeah! x-man... i swear! fuck you! like no joooke! i really just want to fuck your face up. i dont lile cussing but dude, you deserve this. if i knew you well enough, i'd seriously go up to your face and tell you this. [i wouldnt tell kahty of course because i know she wouldnt want me to.] but you know what? i really just wanna say: "just shut.the.fuck.up! stop pulling all this crap out of your shameless ass. do you really think that after she hears all the crap that she's gonna feel sorry for you so that you can feel the bittersweet satisfaction of being pitied?! you fucking brought this upon yourself. DEAL WITH IT! no means NO! and that's not gonna fucking change. you dipshit. you don't even have the right to even ask ANYTHING from her. so just back the fuck off. you fucking, melodramatic, korean-stair wannabe asshole." -siiiiiiggggghhhhhh- do you guys know how good i feel typing all of that out? omgoodness... thats SOME sweeeet~ satisfaction... x]

-m.nguyen

p.s. kathy! lol! love love love, dear! he's a "flabbernugget!!!", eh?! LOL! i love it! -tears- :']

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happy birthday, ken leeeee

omgoodness! today was absolutely super! in comparison to yesterday, of course :] not saying that yesterday wasnt also great... there were just... exceptions... you could say... >.<

i woke up this morning at around... 10:30-ish cause marcie woke me up cause she was bored. evidently, she needed me to entertain her because she got a new phone. how fun :] im getting a new one early march. wooot~ hopefully no phone number change... that'd just be annoying... roar!

i ate some pho... went on aim... just chilled... read new one piece 532 and watched a little office. oh! updated jessica on the exceptions of yesterday and we had like an INTENSE talk. it was fun and bleh at the same time x] got off at around... 1-ish and ate a banana to give me energy! i had to go through the rough effort of having to wrap ken's freakin GIFT! he better like it! it's freakin amazing! i got him this reloadable 10 nerf bullet gun... it was AWESOME! kekeke :] then changed and waited for khang to do craz to my's new comp [that means 5 labtops and 3 desktops in this household] and eat banh canh for breakfast.

then off to ken's~ happy super sixteen, my blackened buddie! im such a tardy bug >.<>

ken's party was awesome:
because jeff made me cry while he was suffering under the wrath of the "torture chair" with its health spa technique.
because jeff made me squeal under it's wrath too... TWICE!
because jeff, kathy, the and i played "interrogation".
because k.nguyen [kevin!] cant blow his nose.
because k.nguyen's ipod doesnt make him gay at all.
because khoi is totally pro at the tell me dance.
because khoi's phone is totally awesome.
because i had a blonde moment when i asked david "which one are you?" when he was playing brawl.
because the and jeff found a way to become immune to a kick in the crotchular area.
because jeff asks weird questions.
because the and jeff found out the 4th definition of "beefing".
because jeff made me remember my hulk and killer snowmen nightmares.
because jeff made me laugh so hard.
because ken leeeee said maria when i said "maria or the?".
because everyone had no comment to "maria or jeffrey?".
because the and jeff "curved" their nerf bullets.
because the puzzle crew totally owned that hello kitty puzzle.
because ken got a ken doll from k.nguyen [kevin!].
because jeff and i had a totally crazy amount of crying battles.
because i showed off my acting skills.
because my lap is the greatest place to have a yu gi oh duel.
because it was fun singing super junior again.
because jeff "freeman"ed ken's legs.
because the jlc was sad.
because john's hugs are super tight.
because jeff is ALMOST taller than me [we're even! not there yet, bud!].
because ken le has his own theme song.
because the explorer's academy video starred ken le.
because the garlic bread was super.
because i ate TWO cream puffs.
because david is the perfect height.
because david really needs his NG shirt to tell me which shoulders to lean on.
because kathy needs to get sprayed with a certain "anti-horn-dog-disinfectant".
because i love my friends.
because i feel like i havent hung out with everyone like this in a long time.
because today, i forgot yesterday.

gotta give props to jessica! i stole this idea from her. the "because ___" idea. thank you very much jessica... i hope you dont get mad for me using some of your creativity. and i hope you got another shout out from your oh so special dj k.

i worry for k.luu... it sounded like he really needed my ear for venting but i couldnt get there in time. at least kathy got his back today. thank goodness :] i hope he'll be able to tell me about it tomorrow... i'd like to help.

off to shower and just chill. tomorrow i need to clean my room. oh! forgot to mention. yesterday khang put linh and my comp in our room. its sooo awesome! lol! the screen's all nice and big and its really cool! im glad its in here :] now i can listen to music in my room! yay~ or chat whilst cleaning the room. oh! note to self: tell marcie i am unable to hang with her tomorrow for valentine's day >.<

-m.nguyen