touched by God?

my mommie picked me up from work today... she drove me down to santa ana and we went to visit my ba ngoai. but instead, i visited my uncle and aunt. i found out some stuff today... and it's making me really hate summer... i never really realized how much auntie lan has on her shoulders... i knew uncle tam is the way he is... he's far too nice for his own good... and now im just worried... i feel so out of whack right now... i made sure to hug auntie lan multiple times and i repeatedly told her i loved her...

afterwards, my mommie went to pick up bac tam up and they went to check out these stores... they left me alone and omg guys... i started praying for my family, and especially for uncle tam... and when i started praying... i started crying... and these tears kept falling and i kept praying harder and harder... i couldnt stop and my nose started runnign and this man saw me crying... and i forced myself to stop... i got out east of eden and pretended nothign happenned... i just sniffled and held back my tears cause i was scared my mommie would come back at any moment and see me. and while i was reading, suddenly, the man was infront of me. he had napkins in his hand and put them on my table. he spoke so fast i couldnt comprehend! i knew it was english... and the only word i heard was "psalm". so im sure that he spoke a psalm to me because he saw me praying and crying and because of his kind act... my tears flowed again. i freakin cried harder than the first time... and i was thankful. this man i didnt even know saw a girl crying and tried to help her. and im grateful. i cant help but think that god somewhat helped me through this man and hopefully this means that he will also answer my prayers.

later on, bac tam sat down with me and luckily, she didnt notice i had been crying... it was very relieving... but then! the man suddenly came up again and talked to bac tam. he asked her and me why a girl like me was crying and i panicked. in my mind i was like "oh crap!" and i lied! on accident! i was like "im not sad (:" and bac tam was like "yeah... she's just reading her book." and he saw right through me! he said "this girl is sad. i dont know why but she is. and she was crying" then this part is hazy... and i hate it cause i know it was important... but i know he said soemthing about God. and again.. i heard only the last of what he said. "Matthew 28." do you guys know matthew 28 says? i really want to find out.

i dunno... i just really felt God today. and i thought i needed to blog about this. i dont ever want to forget this... i dunno if you guys ever have these days... where you're so glad you have God in your life. but im glad today happened... it reminded me how much i depend and love God. I love Jesus, yes i do. I love Jesus, how 'bout you?

-m.nguyen